okay i just had a nightmare and a legit panic attack and I’m crying and I’m trying to calm down and I need you here. I just. I’m calming down kind of but idk what to do and I need you. It’s weird and I’m sorry for bothering you. And sorry for tumblr communicating. I don’t know how much is off limits for the parentals. I just. Gah. I’ll be okay. I’m working on it.

i’m not mentally stable enough to care about other people

When I was 16, I had a fake I.D. and decided to go to a gay bar by myself because some friends bailed on me. While there, an older gentleman bought me a drink. He wasn’t a creeper, and he definitely wasn’t unattractive. I accepted the drink and began talking to him. No big deal. As the hour progressed, I felt myself feeling strange. I mentioned that I felt like I had a headache, and this guy helped guide me out of the bar. As we were walking down the street, the thought of, ‘Oh god, he’s drugged me, I’m going to die’ came to my head. I tried to get away, but I was so drugged up that I could barely walk, let alone speak. It also didn’t help that I had really large ‘goth’ platform shoes because I was going through a phase. Anyway, this guy brought me to his suv and began undressing me. As a final act of defiance, I hit him over the head with my platform shoe. He then punched me, and I remember thinking, ‘Why don’t they ever give workshops to gay guys about being victims of rape too?’ While I was as careful as possible, I never saw the guy slip something in the drink. I even watched the bar tender make the drink. Anyway, I lied there completely paralyzed while this pervert was lubing up. I locked eyes with his for a moment, and that’s when it happened. A very large and angry drag queen opened the door of the vehicle and beat the shit out of my attempted rapist. She and her other drag friends helped dress and care for me while the police arrived. I was saved by a group of guardian drag queens. They were basically the modern day ‘angels from heaven.’










God bless drag queens.

I will always reblog this

Whenever drag queens are present, you best believe they will save the fuckin day.

Oh fuck yes.


If this isn’t on your blog I’m judging you.

Every time a bell rings, a drag queen gets his wings.

God bless drag queen omg

(Source: b-random)


Math jokes aren’t funny nothing about math is funny math is a sin

i can’t tell whether that was a math joke about triangles or an actual damnation of math

(Source: sidnugget)

"The Blue Boy"


He wants to die.
No one can see that in his eyes because they can only see the blue that looks like a night sky,
because feigned smiles hide scars that line his very being,
not just on his wrists and his thighs and the back of his neck,
where he turns up his collar just to hide the bleeding…

"Circuses and Suicides"


Sitting alone in the dark,
Or perhaps in the light, though I can’t really tell anymore,
(This inconsequential difference of setting means nothing, anyway),
I have the choice
Of counting up the lines down my arms,
Or counting down the moments up until my grand finale.
Life’s a stage, anyway;

"To My Crow"


Torn night skies hold deteriorating eyes
Glancing for the chance to feel whole again.
Born out of crystalized tears of a northward crow,
Broken heart strings attach to nothing as we try to put them together
Long enough for them to hold anything at all,
Much less themselves.



so me and jess are giving away a bunch of merch because we either don’t have room for it, don’t like the band anymore, have duplicates, have no practical use for them, or they just don’t fit us anymore.


  • MUST be following mackenzie (me) and jess
  • giveaway blogs do not count
  • both likes and reblogs count
  • reblog as many times as you like, it will increase your chances!

the following items are also in the giveaway:

  • these mcr shirts & poster: x, x, x, x
  • this fall out boy poster: x
  • this brand new shirt and poster: x, x
  • this new found glory shirt: x
  • these man overboard shirst and sweatshirt: x, x, x
  • this all time low shirt: x
  • this wonder years shirt: x
  • this pierce the veil shirt and poster: x, x
  • this alkaline trio shirt: x
  • this ‘keep your head up beautiful’ crewneck: x

this giveaway ends on february 1st so you have plenty of time to reblog!

if this gets 5k notes i will add in this signed fall out boy poster

if you have any questions about the items please message us!!

(Source: folieadude)